Life is funny sometimes. There are people that come into your life to help you learn and grow. There are people that come into your life so you can help them learn and grow. It is an amazing feeling to be able to show someone something that someone taught you.
Five years ago, I met a man, that is now my fiancé. He has given me something beyond explaining. I now have freedom. I now have my life. I have power and love that one could only dream of. I have people in my life that I love more than anything in the world. I know some of these people will only stay for a short time and others will stay forever.
I am learning that those that will stay for a little are just as important as the ones that stay forever. I know that I cannot save everyone. I know that I can only save the ones that want to be free. The ones that know there is more to life than what they are living. A new friend of mine is shut down. They don’t want to learn. They are content with the life that they are living. They do not want to see or live life differently than they currently are. This causes them to be confused and angered by the things that I do and the things that I say. That is okay with me because not everyone needs to understand.
On the other hand, I have a friend that is running with what I am throwing at him. I am hitting him with some hard stuff that would make most people run the other direction. He is taking this to a level I couldn’t imagine. I have showed him ways to use his emotions and energies in a way that will help him learn and grow. Last night, I threw some knowledge at him. I could see a physical change in his entire body. I could see his brain click on. I could see him get confused in the matter of seconds. I told him that I write and I breathe. He has seen me write in my journal and my blog. He has seen how breathing and writing has helped me. He told me that he was getting sick, his eyes and head hurt really badly. He felt weak. I told him that he’s not sick. It is from the confusion and things he needs to work through. A few hours later he tells me that he is writing in his notebook. He showed me the 9 pages he wrote. He wrote a lot that is for sure. I could feel the emotions in the notebook. He took all the confusion and fear and energy and put it on the paper. After he did this, I saw a complete change in his body, his eyes, and his energy. It was like night and day. His headache and eyes stopped hurting. He looked at peace. I wanted to start crying. I felt so happy because I was able to give someone something that is changing their life.
This is why I do the things I do. I am changing the world one person at a time. I may not know exactly what I am doing and that’s okay. It is okay because I have the universe telling me what I need to do. If I listen to what is going on in my heart I will know I am doing the right thing. One thing that has been happening is a lot of Déjà vu. I know that I am on the right track because I get déjà vu when my spirit and life are moving. I am doing exactly what I need to do! I am ready to see where this life takes me and the people around me!!